Canon is a state of mind.  

 I understand Belle’s look of disappointment once Beast turned into a man.

 Sorry, a character in this book I'm reading just died and I need time to mourn them. 

I'll call you back... eventually.

 At the end of the day, it will be neither the show nor the books to keep in the fandom, but the one thing that made me fall in love with Polin in the first place and the sole to gift me the best portrayal of these characters, as well as the best plots and smut scenes.

Fanfiction.

 There is no better feeling than when you find a fanfiction that has all the three G - Great Plot, Great Writing, Great Smut. 

Today the sun in shining bright on this house - perhaps even too much, it's literally 40°c here.  

 When I look back on the last three months, I wonder if I did anything with my life apart from floating around in a bubble made of Polin, Bridgerton and fanfictions. 

And the answer is no. 

Once again, I turned a fictional couple into my whole personality. 

[Spoiler: it's Polin.]

 In me live two demons.

One that wants to build the relationship between these two characters in a sweet, compelling way... and one that just wants for them to fuck the life out of each other already. Damn it!

The tragedy of caring about anything but the main couple in a fantasy-romance. 

In my defence, the magic system was really cool.

I may have possibly overestimated myself when I started writing these stories (yes, plural) in a language that isn't my own. 

Oh well.